Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Right now I am sitting here, waiting for our skit to be emailed to me. This sucks so dang much. I missed calling Joel for the second day in a row. I have other hmwk to do. I thought spring was supposed to make things better. But alas it rains.

thee end

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

ALRIGHT! so now that it's spring, time to feel good. this is my week (minus the homework and all the shit that needs to get done)

WED: Tennis with Luke after school!
Skit practice for house at someones house, and it's going to be awesome if we can pull it off.
THURS: Skit during school, which I have to admit will be fun.
FRI: Hashbrown party.
Se7en with Joel (finally!)
SAT: CHALK PARTAY! which will rock and if you wanna come, come.

alright... i realieze my posts have been scarces lately, but nothing has really prompted me to be like "uhhh, way blog worthy."

thee end

Monday, March 07, 2005

Sit down, the coffee’s on, I’ll take it black

Or intravenously, through a tube

Just woke up, feeling lethargic

I’m fixed in a jarred state of mind

Collecting myself, there’s more to be done

Floor tile never feels so good as when it’s your Only Friend

It leaves me with an overall lack of comfort

That is surpassed only by humanity (society)

The floor is the vast emptiness

And disgust I am left with when I try to find

The one common good in people

People lie.

People cheat.

People Pretend.

I’m not disillusioned, I just don’t understand

Another car will crash and another hole be dug

No bodies are ever buried, only numbers

Numbers don’t have faces, my friends do

I’ve buried my friends

My friends aren’t numbers

Ever notice how the bus stop is a little colder

Than the news reports?

Or how pencils don’t work unless they’re sharpened

Imagine if everything in the world was dull

No points, no cuts, no scrapes, no pricks.

But then nothing would feel at all

No vividness, no joy, no warmth, no love.

Do you take cream and sugar?

Dustin's poem just feels right right now, it was a really good day, but god this just says it...

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

so i had a shitty morning, an even shittier day, but the best night ever thanks to my true love!

i owe you one Mediterranean Cruise Cafe!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

i really don't know what to do anymore.
i have spent the last two nights thinking about everyone including maybe you.
i like you but i don't, you're just too far away, it's killing me.
i really like you but do you like me back?
am i messing everything up by doing this?